Recently, I felt stressed out about everything happened in my job. There are so many problems in software development/debugging I work for. I'm a newbie in samsung, so when I'm faced to many problems on hundred-thousand-lines source code, suddenly I feel dizzy, and cannot believe that I am still alive. Maybe for four years I had experienced all kind of programming language. But for this time, I am defeated, I have lost, got terrible asthma, heartache, and many more suffer (is it hyperbole?)
The point is, I am not really already for this job assignment. As for me, the programming language that I handle is what I know for the long time, but it's different. The programming language is used to set DVD-player. During this time, that I know is how to implement software about computer application. It was really really software, but that I handle in my job is related to hardware. How to build software that controls hardware and bla bla bla make me learn so much but my brain was so full depressed (don't imagine that I had hydrocephalus).
The speed of learning about my job was so fast. I think it is too fast for me. I'm sure that I'll be able to manage it. With my partner, Renita (she is my granny, don't talk too much about her, she is so sensitive person), I want to attack the storm, defeat the hazardous ocean that we'll pass. As my granny (Renita) said, "The smooth sea will make an unskilled mariners", so it's a taboo for us to be defeated by erverything.